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wo bol rahaa thaa, "abbu-ammi ko guzare kuchh arasaa ho chukaa thaa. sab kuchh bik chukaa thaa. rishtedaaron ne pahachaane se inkaar kar diyaa thaa. bhayyaa to tabhi padhaaee chhod chuke the, par mujhe padhaa rahe the. wo idhar-udhar koi kaam karate the, par na jaane kyaa hotaa ki kisi din kaam chhod kar aa jaate the, aur agale din se nayaa kaam dhoondhane nikal jaate the."
"do meheene se mere school ki fees nahin bhari gayi thi. mere sir ne kaee baar school se nikaal dene ki dhamaki di par mainne bhayyaa ko bataayaa tak nahin. main jaanataa thaa ki bhayyaa kuchh nahin kar sakate the. phir ek din sir ne mujhase kah hi diyaa ki kal se school mat aanaa."
"agale din subah jab main school jaane ke liye tayyaar nahin huaa to bhayyaa ne poochhaa. mainne unhein bataayaa. bhayaa ne mujhe bharosaa dilaayaa, bole, "pareshaan mat ho, main sir se baat kar aataa hoon, sab theek ho jaayegaa." bhayyaa jaa kar apani dukaan ke seth se aadhe din ki chhutti kaa bol aaye. aur phir 11 baje bhayyaa mere school gaye."
kuchh der baad bhayyaa ki dukaan se bhayyaa ke ek dost, ashraf bhaaee, aaye. wo bhayyaa se do saal bade the. wo bole, "seth ne khursheed ko ekdam abhi bulaayaa hai."
mainne kahaa, "bhayyaa mere school gaye hain. abhi aa jaayenge."
wo bheetar aa kar baith gaye.
phir unhonne mujhase paani mangaayaa. main kitchen mein jaa kar ek gilaas mein paani laayaa, to maine dekhaa ki unhonne darawaazaa band kar ke bheetar se kundi lagaa li thi.
wo mujhe ghoorate huye mere paas aaye, aur meraa haath pakad liyaa. mere haath se paani kaa gilaas gir gayaa. mainne chillaane ki qoshish kari to unhonne apane haath se meraa munh band kar diyaa.
phir unhonne mujhe zameen par patak kar, apane badan se dabaa diyaa aur mujhe nangaa kar diyaa.
phir unhonne apani pant neeche kari. usakaa lund khadaa huaa thaa.
aur phir unhonne meri gaand maari.
mere khoob khoon bahaa, par wo meraa munh band kiye rahe aur main aawaaz bhi nahin nikaal paayaa.
phir wo mujhe chhod kar khade ho gaye aur apanaa gandaa lund apani pant ke bheetar daal kar pant band kar lee.
main chillaayaa, "main bhayyaa ko bataa doongaa. wo aapako jaan se maar daalenge."
wo hanse, aur bole, "phir tere bhayyaa ko tere baap ki tarah jail ho jaayegi."
main dar gayaa, bolaa, "nahin."
wo bole, "phir teraa bhayyaa tere baap ki tarah jail mein mar jaayegaa."
main aur dar gayaa, bolaa, "nahin."
wo bole, "phir tuu bhi mar jaayegaa."
main bolaa, "nahin."
wo aaraam se baith gaye, bole, "main yahin intazaar karataa hoon. jaise hi bhayyaa aaye, tuu use bataa denaa taaki wo mujhe yahin maar daale. jaa kitchen se ek chhuri laa kar dhaar tez kar le."
main bolaa, "nahin. main bhayyaa ko kuchh nahin bataaooongaa."
wo bole, "too nahin bataayegaa, phir to mujhe hi bataanaa padegaa."
main bolaa, "nahin. aap bhayyaa ko kuchh mat bataaiyegaa."
wo bole, "chal. gandagi saaf kar, kapade pahan aur meri god mein aa ke baith jaa."
mainne apane badan se khoon aur gandagi saaf kiye aur kapade pahane. unhonne mujhe kheench kar apani god mein bithaa liyaa, aur kaafi der tak mere poore badan ko har jagah chhoote, masalate, choomate rahe. phir bole, "main phir aaoongaa. agar toone nahin karawaayaa to main bhayyaa ko sab bataa doongaa."
mainne kahaa, "bhayyaa ko kuchh mat bataaiyegaa."
phir wo chale gaye.
kuchh der baad bhayyaa aaye aur mujhase bole, "mainne sir se baat kar li hai. wo tujhe school se nahin nikaalenge. kal se school jaanaa."
mainne bataayaa, "dukaan se ashraf bhaaee aaye the. seth ne aapako fauran bulaayaa hai." mainne aur kuchh nahin kahaa.
bhayyaa chale gaye.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "agale din main school gayaa to sir ne waakai mein mujhase fees ke baare mein kuchh nahin kahaa. phir interval mein mere ek dost ne mujhe bataayaa ki jab usane pichhale din usane bhayyaa ko sir ke kamare mein jaate dekhaa thaa to use lagaa thaa ki sir ne meri koi shiqaayat karane bhayyaa ko bulaayaa thaa. wo chhup kar donon ki baatein sunane lagaa thaa taaki baad ko mujhe bataa sake."
usane bataayaa ki sir ne bhayyaa se kahaa ki mainne to tumhaare bhaaee ko school se nikaal bhi diyaa hai. bhayyaa bahut gidgidaaye ki use school se mat nikaaliye. tab sir ne kahaa thaa ki main tumhaare bhaaee ko school mein rakh bhi sakataa hoon, usaki fees bhi maaf karaa sakataa hoon, use trust ke muft kitaabein, kopiyaan, aur baaki saamaan bhi dilaa sakataa hoon.
bhayyaa ne kahaa, "aapaki meharbaani, sir."
sir ne kahaa, "kapade utaaro aur table par let jaao."
bhayyaa samajh gaye, wo rone lage, "nahin, sir. aisaa mat kijiye, sir."
sir ne kahaa, "theek hai. nahin karataa. jaao. kal se apane bhaaee ko school mat bhejanaa."
bhayyaa ne rote huye apane kapade utaar diye aur table par nange let gaye. sir ne unaki gaand maarane ki koshish ki thi, par bhayyaa isake liye tayyar nahin hue the. phir teacher ne bhayya se apanaa lund chusawaayaa thaa.
phir teacher ne bhayyaa se kahaa thaa ki jab tak apane bhaaee ko school mein rakhanaa ho, tab tak har hafte ek din aate rahanaa.
bhayyaa haan bol kar chale gaye the.
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tabbu mujhase lipataa thaa. wo is baat par shaayad itanaa ro chukaa thaa ki ab usake aansoo bhi nahin nikal rahe the.
wo bolaa, "bhayya 14 saal ke the, main 10 saal kaa thaa. jis waqt ashraf bhaaee ghar par meri gaand maar rahe the, usi waqt sir school mein bhayyaa se apanaa lund chusawaa rahe the. ek hi din, ek hi waqt, aadhaa kilometer door par, ham donon bhaaee lut gaye."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "meraa to rape huaa thaa, par bhayyaa ko wo sab apani marzi banaa kar karanaa padaa thaa. meri wajah se. meri khaatir. ham donon kyaa kar sakate the? agar sir mujhase kahate to main to gaand bhi marawaa letaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "usake baad jab bhayyaa kaam par gaye hote the, aur main school se aa kar ghar par akelaa hotaa thaa, to ashraf bhaaee aksar aa jaayaa karate the, aur meri gaand maarate the. unhonne meraa munh chodanaa bhi shuru kar diyaa thaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir mujhe wo sab achchhaa lagane lag gayaa. main ashraf bhaaee kaa intazaar karataa rahataa thaa. bhayyaa ne us dukaan se naukari chhod di thi aur kahin aur naukari karane lage the. main ashraf bhaaee ko bataataa thaa ki bhayyaa kab ghar par nahin rahenge. tab ashraf bhaaee aate the aur mujhe chodate the. wo mujhe ghumaane,phiraane, khilaane, pilaane, film dikhaane le jaane lage. bhayyaa ko bilkul bhi shaq nahin huaa.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir bhayyaa ke paas paise rahane lage aur ham doosari jagah achchhe ghar mein chale gaye the. bhayyaa ne mujhe doosare school mein daal diyaa thaa. main ashraf bhaaee ko wahaan bulaataa rahaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "jab main 14 saal kaa huaa aur meraa badan aur lund tayyaar ho gaye tab mainne bhi ashraf bhaae kaa munh aur gaand chodanaa shuru kar diyaa. main gay ban chukaa thaa. par phir ashraf bhaaee ki shaadi ho gayi aur unhonne mere paas aanaa band kar diyaa. tab mainne apane school ke ladakon ko pataanaa aur unake saath sex karanaa shuru kar diyaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir jab bhayyaa ne mujhe anaap-shanaap paise dene shuru kiye to main net par gay-sites access karane lagaa. mainne ek credit card khareed liyaa. aur paid-sites kaa member ban gayaa.
meri saans ruk gaee.
main samajh rahaa thaa ki wo kyaa kahane jaa rahaa hai. main duaa kar rahaa thaa ki wo wo na kahe.
meri duaa qubuul nahin hui.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "aur phir ek din mainne bhayya ki gay BP dekhi."
mainne chaunkane ki halki si acting kari. itanaa sab jaanane ke baad ab zyaadaa aashcharya karane ki gunjaaish nahin thi.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "usamein wo kisi ladake ki gaand maar rahe the aur ladakaa khushi se chudawaa rahaa thaa. aur phir to mainne bahut si BPs dekhin jinamein bhayya alag-alag ladakon ke saath har tarah se sex kar rahe the. par mainne bhayya ko kabhi apani gaand marawaate nahin dekhaa."
meraa chaand sochataa thaa ki use India mein koi nahin pahachaanataa thaa. par usakaa apanaa bhaaee use pahachaan chukaa thaa.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "I am sorry, Ankit. mainne yah baat tere se chhupaaee thi. bhayyaa BP filmon ke hero the. bahut popular hero. unaki bahut si filmein thin. abhi bhi hain. unaki bahut kamaaee rahi hogi. ye sab wahi kamaae hai. agar royalty bhi milati hogi to abhi aur paisaa bhi aataa rahegaa."
mainne poochhaa, "tujhe yah jaan kar bhayya se nafarat nahin huyi?"
wo kah rahaa thaa, "bhayya se nafarat karanaa apane aap se nafarat karanaa thaa. meri poori padhaaee bhayya ki isi kamaaee se huyi hai. meraa aaj tak kaa khaanaa, peenaa, pahananaa, rahanaa bhayyaa ki isi kamaaee se huaa hai. main bhayyaa se kaise nafarat karoon? main wohi sab apane maze ke liye kar rahaa thaa, par bhayyaa to wo majaboori mein kar rahe the."
ham donon bahut der tak ek doosare se lipate baithe rahe.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "maaloom, Ankit. bhayyaa chaahate the ki main doctor banoon. par doctor ki padhaaee bahut lambi chalati hai aur usake baad establish hone mein bahut waqt lagataa hai. main chaahataa thaa ki bhayyaa jaldi se jaldi wo sab chhod dein. isaliye mainne engineer banane kaa faisalaa kiyaa thaa taaki chaar saal ki padhaaee ke baad mujhe naukari mil jaaye aur bhayyaa wo sab chhod dein."
usane kahaa, "mainne bhayyaa se kahaa thaa ki aapane bahut mehanat kar li hai. ab aapako retire honaa padegaa. jab main engineer ban jaaoongaa tab main naukari karoongaa aur aap apani naukari chhod dijiyegaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "tab bhayaa ammi-abbu ke guzarane ke baad se pahali baar mujh par naaraaz huye the. bole the ki zyaadaa hi sayaanaa ban gayaa hai re too. too sochataa hai ki tujhe engineering karake bahut achchhi naukari milane jaa rahi hai. do hazaar rupaye maheene par kaam kar rahe hain engineer. aur kai to berozgaar bhatak rahe hain. engineer aajkal bheekh maang rahe hain, paan ki dukaan lagaa rahe hain."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "wo bole the ki main tujhe teri kamaaee khaane ke liye nahin padhaa rahaa hoon, balki tujhe develop karane ke liye padhaa rahaa hoon. wo bole the ki naukari bhool jaa. main tere liye koi company yaa factory khareed doongaa jise tuu chalaanaa. wo bole the ki tujhe kamaane ki kabhi chintaa nahin karani hai. kamaaoongaa main. teraa kaam kharch karanaa hai. tujhe poori zindagi sirf aish karane hain. tujhe mere hisse ki masti bhi to karani hai. "
wo kah rahaa thaa, "bhayyaa kahate the ki wo bas ek cheez ke liye meri kamaaee se paise lenge. bhayyaa hajj apani kamaaee se nahin balki meri kamaaee se karane waale the."
kuchh der baad wo bolaa, "jab bhayyaa gaayab ho gaye tab mainne sochaa thaa ki ho sakataa hai ki wo kisi accident mein maare gaye hon. par phir jab aise professional tareeqe se, binaa ek bhi saboot chhode, unake qatl kaa maaloom padaa tab mujhe lagaa thaa ki bhayyaa ke qatl kaa un BPs se koi rishtaa ho sakataa thaa."
wo bolaa, "tab mainne bahut sochaa. aur tab main open gay banaa thaa, taaki gay log apane aap mere paas aayein aur shaayad mujhe koi clue mil sake. main tab se har teen-chaar maheenon mein ek baar bhayyaa ke shahar jaa kar haftaa bhar kisi hotel mein rahataa thaa aur us shahar ke gays se contact kar ke unake saath sex karataa thaa. waise mujhe zyaadaa investigate karane ki zaroorat nahin padegi. meri shaql dekhate hi qaatil ki jo hawaaiyaan udengi usi se mujhe pataa chal jaayegaa ki mainne use dhoondh liyaa hai."
mainne kahaa, "par isamein tere liye risk bhi hai."
usane kahaa, "par is baat ki jad tak pahunche binaa main kabhi chain se nahin rah sakoongaa. mainne is baare mein khoob sochaa hai aur faisalaa kar liyaa hai. main bhayyaa ke qaatil ko na to khud maaroongaa, na hi sazaa dilawaaoongaa. par main usakaa saamanaa zaroor karoongaa."
mujhe us par fakhr huaa.
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mainne poochhaa, "teraa ladakiyon mein interest nahin thaa. kyaa is baat se bhayyaa ko tere gay hone par shaq nahin huaa?"
wo bolaa, "school, college mein bahut si ladakiyaan mujh par line maaraa karati thin. main hi unhein bhaav nahin detaa thaa. bhayya sochate the ki main ladakiyaan pataataa hoon, shaayad chodataa bhi hoon, par unase chhupaataa hoon."
mainne poochhaa, "bhayyaa teri shaadi ke baare mein kyaa kahate the?"
wo bolaa, "bhayya ne mere bachchon ke liye khoob saare plan banaa rakhe the. agar bhayyaa zindaa rahate to main waise hi chhupaa gay banaa rahataa aur phir shaadi kar ke settle ho jaataa. shaayad gay sex poori tarah chhod bhi detaa."
mainne poochhaa, "aur bhayyaa ki shaadi?"
wo bolaa, "bhayyaa kahate the ki wo mere aur mere bachchon ke alaawaa kisi se pyaar nahin kar paayenge, isaliye wo kisi ladaki se pyaar kiye binaa usase shaadi karane kaa dhokhaa nahin denge."
mainne poochhaa, "paise kaa kyaa sochaa hai?"
wo bolaa, "tab ham majaboor the. par aaj to main izzat se kamaa-khaa paa rahaa hoon. ab mujhe wo kamaaee nahin chaahiye."
mainne kahaa, "theek kahataa hai."
usane kahaa, "main pahale se jaanataa thaa ki kisi din bhayyaa kaa paisaa aayegaa. mainne tab hi tay kar liyaa thaa ki main yah paisaa nahin loongaa. par kyaa karoongaa yah nahin maaloom thaa. phir jab toone kisi anaath bachche ko god lene kaa bolaa, to mujhe raastaa dikh gayaa. main is paise se bhayya ke naam par ek anaathaalay chalaaoonga jahaan saikadon bachche palaa karenge. phir mere aur bhayyaa jaise bachchon par waise zulm nahin ho paayenge, jaise ham par huye the."
mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
usane kahaa, "anaathaalaay kahaan kholein?"
mainne kahaa, "dilli to mahangaa shahar hai. yahaan to bahut kharch huaa karegaa. kisi chhote shahar mein kholate hain jahaan sab kuchh yahaan se sastaa ho. phir ham aur zyaadaa bachchon ko paal sakate hain."
usane sochaa, phir bolaa, "phir to bhayyaa ke shahar mein hi kholate hain."
meri phat gayi.
usane kahaa, "wahaan rahenge to bhayyaa ke qatl ke baare mein koi clue bhi mil paayegaa."
meri aur phat gayi.
par wo sahi kah rahaa thaa. mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
usane kahaa, "main yah sab saamaan bhi bech doongaa."
mainne kahaa, "magar inamein to bhayyaa ki yaadein bhi judi hain. soch le. jab utanaa paisaa khatm hone lage tab zaroorat pade to ye sab bech denaa."
usane kahaa, "nahin, Ankit. yaadein to hamaare man mein hoti hain. ham hi unhein kisi saamaan se jod kar dekhate hain. mujhe to waise bhi in sab cheezon kaa koi shauq nahin hai. ab usoolan un sab cheezon ko door karanaa hai jinhein bhayya ne apanaa jism bech kar khareedaa thaa."
wo sahi kah rahaa thaa. mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
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Readers/Visitors, This is an adult gay site and you may find things here which may not appear proper to you, therfore you are requested not to proceed further if you feel offended by gay sex. The stories here are purely fictional and any resemblance is purely incidental.
wo bol rahaa thaa, "abbu-ammi ko guzare kuchh arasaa ho chukaa thaa. sab kuchh bik chukaa thaa. rishtedaaron ne pahachaane se inkaar kar diyaa thaa. bhayyaa to tabhi padhaaee chhod chuke the, par mujhe padhaa rahe the. wo idhar-udhar koi kaam karate the, par na jaane kyaa hotaa ki kisi din kaam chhod kar aa jaate the, aur agale din se nayaa kaam dhoondhane nikal jaate the."
"do meheene se mere school ki fees nahin bhari gayi thi. mere sir ne kaee baar school se nikaal dene ki dhamaki di par mainne bhayyaa ko bataayaa tak nahin. main jaanataa thaa ki bhayyaa kuchh nahin kar sakate the. phir ek din sir ne mujhase kah hi diyaa ki kal se school mat aanaa."
"agale din subah jab main school jaane ke liye tayyaar nahin huaa to bhayyaa ne poochhaa. mainne unhein bataayaa. bhayaa ne mujhe bharosaa dilaayaa, bole, "pareshaan mat ho, main sir se baat kar aataa hoon, sab theek ho jaayegaa." bhayyaa jaa kar apani dukaan ke seth se aadhe din ki chhutti kaa bol aaye. aur phir 11 baje bhayyaa mere school gaye."
kuchh der baad bhayyaa ki dukaan se bhayyaa ke ek dost, ashraf bhaaee, aaye. wo bhayyaa se do saal bade the. wo bole, "seth ne khursheed ko ekdam abhi bulaayaa hai."
mainne kahaa, "bhayyaa mere school gaye hain. abhi aa jaayenge."
wo bheetar aa kar baith gaye.
phir unhonne mujhase paani mangaayaa. main kitchen mein jaa kar ek gilaas mein paani laayaa, to maine dekhaa ki unhonne darawaazaa band kar ke bheetar se kundi lagaa li thi.
wo mujhe ghoorate huye mere paas aaye, aur meraa haath pakad liyaa. mere haath se paani kaa gilaas gir gayaa. mainne chillaane ki qoshish kari to unhonne apane haath se meraa munh band kar diyaa.
phir unhonne mujhe zameen par patak kar, apane badan se dabaa diyaa aur mujhe nangaa kar diyaa.
phir unhonne apani pant neeche kari. usakaa lund khadaa huaa thaa.
aur phir unhonne meri gaand maari.
mere khoob khoon bahaa, par wo meraa munh band kiye rahe aur main aawaaz bhi nahin nikaal paayaa.
phir wo mujhe chhod kar khade ho gaye aur apanaa gandaa lund apani pant ke bheetar daal kar pant band kar lee.
main chillaayaa, "main bhayyaa ko bataa doongaa. wo aapako jaan se maar daalenge."
wo hanse, aur bole, "phir tere bhayyaa ko tere baap ki tarah jail ho jaayegi."
main dar gayaa, bolaa, "nahin."
wo bole, "phir teraa bhayyaa tere baap ki tarah jail mein mar jaayegaa."
main aur dar gayaa, bolaa, "nahin."
wo bole, "phir tuu bhi mar jaayegaa."
main bolaa, "nahin."
wo aaraam se baith gaye, bole, "main yahin intazaar karataa hoon. jaise hi bhayyaa aaye, tuu use bataa denaa taaki wo mujhe yahin maar daale. jaa kitchen se ek chhuri laa kar dhaar tez kar le."
main bolaa, "nahin. main bhayyaa ko kuchh nahin bataaooongaa."
wo bole, "too nahin bataayegaa, phir to mujhe hi bataanaa padegaa."
main bolaa, "nahin. aap bhayyaa ko kuchh mat bataaiyegaa."
wo bole, "chal. gandagi saaf kar, kapade pahan aur meri god mein aa ke baith jaa."
mainne apane badan se khoon aur gandagi saaf kiye aur kapade pahane. unhonne mujhe kheench kar apani god mein bithaa liyaa, aur kaafi der tak mere poore badan ko har jagah chhoote, masalate, choomate rahe. phir bole, "main phir aaoongaa. agar toone nahin karawaayaa to main bhayyaa ko sab bataa doongaa."
mainne kahaa, "bhayyaa ko kuchh mat bataaiyegaa."
phir wo chale gaye.
kuchh der baad bhayyaa aaye aur mujhase bole, "mainne sir se baat kar li hai. wo tujhe school se nahin nikaalenge. kal se school jaanaa."
mainne bataayaa, "dukaan se ashraf bhaaee aaye the. seth ne aapako fauran bulaayaa hai." mainne aur kuchh nahin kahaa.
bhayyaa chale gaye.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "agale din main school gayaa to sir ne waakai mein mujhase fees ke baare mein kuchh nahin kahaa. phir interval mein mere ek dost ne mujhe bataayaa ki jab usane pichhale din usane bhayyaa ko sir ke kamare mein jaate dekhaa thaa to use lagaa thaa ki sir ne meri koi shiqaayat karane bhayyaa ko bulaayaa thaa. wo chhup kar donon ki baatein sunane lagaa thaa taaki baad ko mujhe bataa sake."
usane bataayaa ki sir ne bhayyaa se kahaa ki mainne to tumhaare bhaaee ko school se nikaal bhi diyaa hai. bhayyaa bahut gidgidaaye ki use school se mat nikaaliye. tab sir ne kahaa thaa ki main tumhaare bhaaee ko school mein rakh bhi sakataa hoon, usaki fees bhi maaf karaa sakataa hoon, use trust ke muft kitaabein, kopiyaan, aur baaki saamaan bhi dilaa sakataa hoon.
bhayyaa ne kahaa, "aapaki meharbaani, sir."
sir ne kahaa, "kapade utaaro aur table par let jaao."
bhayyaa samajh gaye, wo rone lage, "nahin, sir. aisaa mat kijiye, sir."
sir ne kahaa, "theek hai. nahin karataa. jaao. kal se apane bhaaee ko school mat bhejanaa."
bhayyaa ne rote huye apane kapade utaar diye aur table par nange let gaye. sir ne unaki gaand maarane ki koshish ki thi, par bhayyaa isake liye tayyar nahin hue the. phir teacher ne bhayya se apanaa lund chusawaayaa thaa.
phir teacher ne bhayyaa se kahaa thaa ki jab tak apane bhaaee ko school mein rakhanaa ho, tab tak har hafte ek din aate rahanaa.
bhayyaa haan bol kar chale gaye the.
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tabbu mujhase lipataa thaa. wo is baat par shaayad itanaa ro chukaa thaa ki ab usake aansoo bhi nahin nikal rahe the.
wo bolaa, "bhayya 14 saal ke the, main 10 saal kaa thaa. jis waqt ashraf bhaaee ghar par meri gaand maar rahe the, usi waqt sir school mein bhayyaa se apanaa lund chusawaa rahe the. ek hi din, ek hi waqt, aadhaa kilometer door par, ham donon bhaaee lut gaye."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "meraa to rape huaa thaa, par bhayyaa ko wo sab apani marzi banaa kar karanaa padaa thaa. meri wajah se. meri khaatir. ham donon kyaa kar sakate the? agar sir mujhase kahate to main to gaand bhi marawaa letaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "usake baad jab bhayyaa kaam par gaye hote the, aur main school se aa kar ghar par akelaa hotaa thaa, to ashraf bhaaee aksar aa jaayaa karate the, aur meri gaand maarate the. unhonne meraa munh chodanaa bhi shuru kar diyaa thaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir mujhe wo sab achchhaa lagane lag gayaa. main ashraf bhaaee kaa intazaar karataa rahataa thaa. bhayyaa ne us dukaan se naukari chhod di thi aur kahin aur naukari karane lage the. main ashraf bhaaee ko bataataa thaa ki bhayyaa kab ghar par nahin rahenge. tab ashraf bhaaee aate the aur mujhe chodate the. wo mujhe ghumaane,phiraane, khilaane, pilaane, film dikhaane le jaane lage. bhayyaa ko bilkul bhi shaq nahin huaa.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir bhayyaa ke paas paise rahane lage aur ham doosari jagah achchhe ghar mein chale gaye the. bhayyaa ne mujhe doosare school mein daal diyaa thaa. main ashraf bhaaee ko wahaan bulaataa rahaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "jab main 14 saal kaa huaa aur meraa badan aur lund tayyaar ho gaye tab mainne bhi ashraf bhaae kaa munh aur gaand chodanaa shuru kar diyaa. main gay ban chukaa thaa. par phir ashraf bhaaee ki shaadi ho gayi aur unhonne mere paas aanaa band kar diyaa. tab mainne apane school ke ladakon ko pataanaa aur unake saath sex karanaa shuru kar diyaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "phir jab bhayyaa ne mujhe anaap-shanaap paise dene shuru kiye to main net par gay-sites access karane lagaa. mainne ek credit card khareed liyaa. aur paid-sites kaa member ban gayaa.
meri saans ruk gaee.
main samajh rahaa thaa ki wo kyaa kahane jaa rahaa hai. main duaa kar rahaa thaa ki wo wo na kahe.
meri duaa qubuul nahin hui.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "aur phir ek din mainne bhayya ki gay BP dekhi."
mainne chaunkane ki halki si acting kari. itanaa sab jaanane ke baad ab zyaadaa aashcharya karane ki gunjaaish nahin thi.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "usamein wo kisi ladake ki gaand maar rahe the aur ladakaa khushi se chudawaa rahaa thaa. aur phir to mainne bahut si BPs dekhin jinamein bhayya alag-alag ladakon ke saath har tarah se sex kar rahe the. par mainne bhayya ko kabhi apani gaand marawaate nahin dekhaa."
meraa chaand sochataa thaa ki use India mein koi nahin pahachaanataa thaa. par usakaa apanaa bhaaee use pahachaan chukaa thaa.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "I am sorry, Ankit. mainne yah baat tere se chhupaaee thi. bhayyaa BP filmon ke hero the. bahut popular hero. unaki bahut si filmein thin. abhi bhi hain. unaki bahut kamaaee rahi hogi. ye sab wahi kamaae hai. agar royalty bhi milati hogi to abhi aur paisaa bhi aataa rahegaa."
mainne poochhaa, "tujhe yah jaan kar bhayya se nafarat nahin huyi?"
wo kah rahaa thaa, "bhayya se nafarat karanaa apane aap se nafarat karanaa thaa. meri poori padhaaee bhayya ki isi kamaaee se huyi hai. meraa aaj tak kaa khaanaa, peenaa, pahananaa, rahanaa bhayyaa ki isi kamaaee se huaa hai. main bhayyaa se kaise nafarat karoon? main wohi sab apane maze ke liye kar rahaa thaa, par bhayyaa to wo majaboori mein kar rahe the."
ham donon bahut der tak ek doosare se lipate baithe rahe.
wo kah rahaa thaa, "maaloom, Ankit. bhayyaa chaahate the ki main doctor banoon. par doctor ki padhaaee bahut lambi chalati hai aur usake baad establish hone mein bahut waqt lagataa hai. main chaahataa thaa ki bhayyaa jaldi se jaldi wo sab chhod dein. isaliye mainne engineer banane kaa faisalaa kiyaa thaa taaki chaar saal ki padhaaee ke baad mujhe naukari mil jaaye aur bhayyaa wo sab chhod dein."
usane kahaa, "mainne bhayyaa se kahaa thaa ki aapane bahut mehanat kar li hai. ab aapako retire honaa padegaa. jab main engineer ban jaaoongaa tab main naukari karoongaa aur aap apani naukari chhod dijiyegaa."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "tab bhayaa ammi-abbu ke guzarane ke baad se pahali baar mujh par naaraaz huye the. bole the ki zyaadaa hi sayaanaa ban gayaa hai re too. too sochataa hai ki tujhe engineering karake bahut achchhi naukari milane jaa rahi hai. do hazaar rupaye maheene par kaam kar rahe hain engineer. aur kai to berozgaar bhatak rahe hain. engineer aajkal bheekh maang rahe hain, paan ki dukaan lagaa rahe hain."
wo kah rahaa thaa, "wo bole the ki main tujhe teri kamaaee khaane ke liye nahin padhaa rahaa hoon, balki tujhe develop karane ke liye padhaa rahaa hoon. wo bole the ki naukari bhool jaa. main tere liye koi company yaa factory khareed doongaa jise tuu chalaanaa. wo bole the ki tujhe kamaane ki kabhi chintaa nahin karani hai. kamaaoongaa main. teraa kaam kharch karanaa hai. tujhe poori zindagi sirf aish karane hain. tujhe mere hisse ki masti bhi to karani hai. "
wo kah rahaa thaa, "bhayyaa kahate the ki wo bas ek cheez ke liye meri kamaaee se paise lenge. bhayyaa hajj apani kamaaee se nahin balki meri kamaaee se karane waale the."
kuchh der baad wo bolaa, "jab bhayyaa gaayab ho gaye tab mainne sochaa thaa ki ho sakataa hai ki wo kisi accident mein maare gaye hon. par phir jab aise professional tareeqe se, binaa ek bhi saboot chhode, unake qatl kaa maaloom padaa tab mujhe lagaa thaa ki bhayyaa ke qatl kaa un BPs se koi rishtaa ho sakataa thaa."
wo bolaa, "tab mainne bahut sochaa. aur tab main open gay banaa thaa, taaki gay log apane aap mere paas aayein aur shaayad mujhe koi clue mil sake. main tab se har teen-chaar maheenon mein ek baar bhayyaa ke shahar jaa kar haftaa bhar kisi hotel mein rahataa thaa aur us shahar ke gays se contact kar ke unake saath sex karataa thaa. waise mujhe zyaadaa investigate karane ki zaroorat nahin padegi. meri shaql dekhate hi qaatil ki jo hawaaiyaan udengi usi se mujhe pataa chal jaayegaa ki mainne use dhoondh liyaa hai."
mainne kahaa, "par isamein tere liye risk bhi hai."
usane kahaa, "par is baat ki jad tak pahunche binaa main kabhi chain se nahin rah sakoongaa. mainne is baare mein khoob sochaa hai aur faisalaa kar liyaa hai. main bhayyaa ke qaatil ko na to khud maaroongaa, na hi sazaa dilawaaoongaa. par main usakaa saamanaa zaroor karoongaa."
mujhe us par fakhr huaa.
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mainne poochhaa, "teraa ladakiyon mein interest nahin thaa. kyaa is baat se bhayyaa ko tere gay hone par shaq nahin huaa?"
wo bolaa, "school, college mein bahut si ladakiyaan mujh par line maaraa karati thin. main hi unhein bhaav nahin detaa thaa. bhayya sochate the ki main ladakiyaan pataataa hoon, shaayad chodataa bhi hoon, par unase chhupaataa hoon."
mainne poochhaa, "bhayyaa teri shaadi ke baare mein kyaa kahate the?"
wo bolaa, "bhayya ne mere bachchon ke liye khoob saare plan banaa rakhe the. agar bhayyaa zindaa rahate to main waise hi chhupaa gay banaa rahataa aur phir shaadi kar ke settle ho jaataa. shaayad gay sex poori tarah chhod bhi detaa."
mainne poochhaa, "aur bhayyaa ki shaadi?"
wo bolaa, "bhayyaa kahate the ki wo mere aur mere bachchon ke alaawaa kisi se pyaar nahin kar paayenge, isaliye wo kisi ladaki se pyaar kiye binaa usase shaadi karane kaa dhokhaa nahin denge."
mainne poochhaa, "paise kaa kyaa sochaa hai?"
wo bolaa, "tab ham majaboor the. par aaj to main izzat se kamaa-khaa paa rahaa hoon. ab mujhe wo kamaaee nahin chaahiye."
mainne kahaa, "theek kahataa hai."
usane kahaa, "main pahale se jaanataa thaa ki kisi din bhayyaa kaa paisaa aayegaa. mainne tab hi tay kar liyaa thaa ki main yah paisaa nahin loongaa. par kyaa karoongaa yah nahin maaloom thaa. phir jab toone kisi anaath bachche ko god lene kaa bolaa, to mujhe raastaa dikh gayaa. main is paise se bhayya ke naam par ek anaathaalay chalaaoonga jahaan saikadon bachche palaa karenge. phir mere aur bhayyaa jaise bachchon par waise zulm nahin ho paayenge, jaise ham par huye the."
mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
usane kahaa, "anaathaalaay kahaan kholein?"
mainne kahaa, "dilli to mahangaa shahar hai. yahaan to bahut kharch huaa karegaa. kisi chhote shahar mein kholate hain jahaan sab kuchh yahaan se sastaa ho. phir ham aur zyaadaa bachchon ko paal sakate hain."
usane sochaa, phir bolaa, "phir to bhayyaa ke shahar mein hi kholate hain."
meri phat gayi.
usane kahaa, "wahaan rahenge to bhayyaa ke qatl ke baare mein koi clue bhi mil paayegaa."
meri aur phat gayi.
par wo sahi kah rahaa thaa. mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
usane kahaa, "main yah sab saamaan bhi bech doongaa."
mainne kahaa, "magar inamein to bhayyaa ki yaadein bhi judi hain. soch le. jab utanaa paisaa khatm hone lage tab zaroorat pade to ye sab bech denaa."
usane kahaa, "nahin, Ankit. yaadein to hamaare man mein hoti hain. ham hi unhein kisi saamaan se jod kar dekhate hain. mujhe to waise bhi in sab cheezon kaa koi shauq nahin hai. ab usoolan un sab cheezon ko door karanaa hai jinhein bhayya ne apanaa jism bech kar khareedaa thaa."
wo sahi kah rahaa thaa. mainne haan mein sar hilaayaa.
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